Last week, I described
our bus tour of the city. This week, our visit to the 9-11 memorial.
The Big Bus stopped about three blocks from the 9-11
memorial. Everyone disembarked with us, and we made our way through the ice and
slush and wind toward One World Trade Center in the distance. Because of our
tight schedule, we had no time to go up in the tower, nor did we have time to
visit the museum. They’re on the list for our next tip.
We heard the sound of water before we reached the plaza. We
approached the pools and were moved by the many names engraved deeply into the granite.
Here and there, a flower had been placed into the deep groove of a letter—a
reminder of the families and friends of those who were lost and who continue to
miss them. The footprints of the original towers struck me as enormous. The
sound of water cancels out the sounds of the city as it falls from the outer
rim to pound onto a second level. Then it flows into a small, square pool, where
it finally drops into an abyss at the bottom and disappears from sight. Just as
the towers fell and disappeared. Holy ground.
Larry circled the pools while I remembered the events of the
day as if it had been the day before. We woke early and turned on the TV as
usual to see the weather and traffic reports. Suddenly, the local feed shifted
to the national news. Behind the reporters, smoke billowed from one of the
towers. They announced a small plane had crashed into it. The incident was
believed to be an accident—until another plane hit the second tower. I turned
to Larry. “We’re at war.”
I watched as first responders rushed to the scene, and then
as the towers crumbled. I remember the ‘ghosts’ who ran from the disaster
covered in ash. Specific images of people remain vivid in my memory. I kept
waiting for an announcement about a movie being filmed, hoping against hope
this was a joke. It wasn’t.
As I stood next to a pool reading the names, it began to
rain. Larry said it was just the spray from the falling water, but I was sure
God’s tears blended with my own. Sacred space.
We headed back toward the bus stop. As we turned, I spotted
an enormous structure next to the museum. From the end, it looked like a giant
dove, whose wings consisted of thin concrete ribs. We were freezing and decided
to step inside to warm up. The interior resembled a giant cathedral. Between
the ribs, large glass panels revealed the surrounding buildings. We have been
to the Crystal Cathedral in southern California several times. This space
reminded me of the church. The sides of the interior met in a tall pointed
arch.
As we looked down, we noticed a stage. We found it easy to
imagine a concert in the space. The lower floor was lined with shops and
stores. Two more levels rose along the sides. We found our way to the next
floor down and followed it around to the exit closest to our next stop. We
discovered this building, known as the Oculus, is actually the transportation
center for the memorial site. Although no trains were running, this soon will
be visitors’ introduction to the memorial. Beautiful, functional art.
Before we left, I wanted to visit St. Paul’s Chapel, George
Washington’s church. I had read about this special location. It survived
several major catastrophes untouched to become a source of comfort for
survivors and first responders. For weeks following September eleventh, those
working on the site were fed here. They slept in the sanctuary and found
comfort from the congregation and clergy.
On our way, we passed the graveyard. The fence surrounding it
was used for memorials in the days following the collapse of the towers. I
looked to the right and spotted one of the old headstones in three pieces. I
immediately remembered my great-grandmother’s headstone in the old cemetery in
Spring City, Utah. We stopped there while on our road trip in 2012. I was moved
just by seeing the names of those people from whom I descend. I have inquired a
couple of times about having the headstone repaired, but the person who used to
do the work is no longer available. Because this is a private cemetery, I
assured those I spoke with that we would be happy to pay for the restoration.
When I mentioned it to my cousins, they also said they would contribute. The
last I heard, it is still in pieces, just like the one at St. Paul’s.
Larry took photos of the old gravestones while I entered the
chapel. A preschool class colored on the floor in the center of the sanctuary.
I smiled when I realized this was the perfect image for this special place. It
isn’t a dead museum. It is a living place where the congregation continues to
worship and serve. Testament to faith.
We re-boarded our bus, deeply moved by our short visit. By
the second stop, everyone else had left. Once again, we claimed the very front
seats on the second level. Our guide turned off the microphone and moved to the
seat behind us.
He shared his story of that infamous day in 2001. He lives
in Brooklyn. At the time, he was attending Columbia University, just a couple
of blocks from the World Trade Center. The school announced an accident in one
of the towers. Unlike management in the towers themselves, those in charge told
the students to evacuate the school immediately.
As he left, he saw a huge cloud of smoke and ash rise above
the city streets. He headed toward the bridge and passed “ghosts” covered with
ash. Since no transportation was available, he began to cross the bridge, along
with many others. He said he developed a new respect for the bridge. Today he
never crosses it without remembering his escape from the city. He said he loves
sharing his love of the city and his experiences with visitors. I wish we had
asked his name—another friendly and memorable person we met in New York.
Sacred space. Holy ground. Divine locations. We are still
processing their emotional impacts.
Next week: Our night
on Broadway.
Last night at a book signing I had people ask me about how it was working PD after 911. The stages of grief, the devastating loss, didn't seem to begin to touch what I felt.
ReplyDeleteTHank you for your work under those terrible conditions. We will never be the same as a nation or as individuals.
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